Have you ever wondered what would happen when the world around you just stops? In that particular silence, all you think about is very clear. You see, everyone has their own story in their sad happy faces. I knew i shouldn't, but out of love, you just had to fall for him. Its like, im in this spell, and I'm just hooked without realizing whats happening around the world. Im in my own mind right now, thinking about what i missed while i was blind folded by love. I knew that he was the one, but slowly he's turning into someone i didn't know, someone i couldn't even trust. It felt like i had no idea who i was talking to and i can assure you that he aint the same guy i met 20 months ago. All he wants in life is to be surrounded by hot girls. And having many guy friends, they say rather than being surrounded by tons of girls, they just want that one specific girl to be around his own little world. I just though he would be that guy, who would be there when i need him, to cheer me up when I'm feeling low, to always try his best to be there. I care about all the small little things you do. It matters to me. cause to me, all the small little thing counts. but, idk. for now, i need to be on my own.