purity

Purity, the absence of impurity in a substance or abundance of virtue. i wanna clear my mind and start to see the world differently. i think i might have been thinking that the world is another fairytale waiting for an happy ending. but no, the world has been really cruel to me ever since i turned 18. Therefore, i shall change my ways and observe more instead of making the world observe me.

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i shall stop blogging for a while

he just had to

well you know what? fine, 'AVOID' being in my group if that makes you happy. we dont make a good team because im the one being all boastful kan? hurting you and everything? and i thought i was the one feeling the pain. and another thing, i was never good enough for you.

JUST GO AWAY!

and not let me hurt you

yes, blogging again baby !!

well, today was like the usuals. managed to shoot a few scenes for our culture and civilization project. and today honestly felt.. awkward. it was nice talking to rizal again after a few months of not talking. at least he remembers me, unlike some people i thought they would. *sigh* its like, i dont know who you are anymore. we used to dance and sing together. what happened to those olden days? well, guess what? youre off my BFF list. mmhmm.. oh, and long story short. we went to cheras just to get our hands on some indian costumes. haha. his parents were sort of staring at me, fell the preassure sara! feel it.

ps: sayang, im sorry for being relatively quiet & thanks for your sacrifices you've made today <3

What a day

had my effective public communication test today, and it went quite well. a few mistakes here and there. but, im satisfied. english class was cancelled and so, i managed to get my dad to pick me up early. god, never felt so full. celebrated yu kee and mr nats birthday in wong kok. too bad i missed chun pao's one though ): oh well. theres always next year (; i should be sleeping now since i have a class at 8am tomorrow. but, god knows how 'early' i'll wake up tomorrow. hehe.

im suppose to be in little india tomorrow to buy some stuffs for my video shoot, but a certain someone wont let me go. too far, dangerous are his reasons. the least you could do is offer to follow. but no, instead you tell me not to go cause you dont wanna go. sheesh, might as well not tell you right? when i want to contribute, youre not letting me. *sigh* hung up my phone and i wished you would call me back <3