Friday, October 21, 2011

Im sorry, but i love you

So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over
I think you’re doing fine
That girl in your arms
Does she know where you come from
Almost made me move out of town
You don’t want me to be around
But I stayed anyway
Just in case
Finding reasons to hate you more than before
Like how you said you would call
But never at all
Got rid off your number that I know by heart
You left your things at my place
As if I have all the space
Cause you know I don’t mind
Just come back when you think it’s time
I’m all black and white inside
Monotonous from left to right
I decorate my house with things you love
Just in case you show up
In case you show up

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Don't let go

Rose: I love you, Jack.

Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes.

Rose: I'm so cold.

Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?

Rose: I can't feel my body.

Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.

Rose: I promise.

Jack: Never let go.

Rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack.

Saturday, October 15, 2011

The Right Man

So many years have gone by
Always strong, tried not to cry
Never felt like I needed any man
To comfort me in life
But I'm all made up today
A veil upon my face
But no father stands beside me
To give this bride away

Well I'm standing in the chapel
Wearing my white dress
I have waited for this moment
With tears of happiness
Here I leave behind my past
By taking the chance
I've finally found the right man

Thoughts racing fast through my mind
As I'm gazing down the aisle
That my future will mend the memories
Torn between father and child

My emotions overload
'Cause there is no hand to hold
There's no shoulder here to lean on
I'm walking all on my own

Here I go

Now I'm standing at four corners
To have and to hold
Now my love, you stand beside me
To walk life's winding road
And I owe it all to you
For taking the chance
You've shown me there's a right man
'Cause I never knew a right man

Well I'm standing in the chapel
Ready to confess
That I've waited for this moment
With tears of happiness
Now I leave behind my past
By taking the chance

Well I'm standing at four corners
To have and to hold
Now my love, you stand beside me
To walk life's winding road
And I owe it all to you
For taking the chance

And one day my little girl
Will reach out her hand
She'll know I found the right man

Monday, October 10, 2011


He would wait for me to finish class
Carry my books
Laugh at my lame jokes
Kiss me in the rain
Makes me laugh when i cry
Hug me when I'm feeling cold
Sing me a song when i can't fall asleep
Pulls my hand when i feel like running away
Look at me in the eye and tell me that i mean the world to him
Watch late night movies
Call me just to tell me he misses me
Boy, theres so many things i think that we could be, but your effort aint there.

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Something you should know

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Bob Marley

Saturday, October 8, 2011

So be it.

You called me a liar, a cheater and a playa'.

for something i didn't even do, this is how you hurt me.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011


Lucky that you fell for me & lucky that I said yes . If not , you would have been in some other girl's arms by now .

Monday, September 26, 2011


click (;

You're out there, somewhere.
Or could you be just around the corner?

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Why can't i say goodbye?

"I guess, I'm just here, waiting to see what you would do to get me back."

I dont understand why am i even still waiting. Sara, its over. Live with it. Its obvious that he doesn't want to be with you anymore. All of it was lust and love was just another drug you've been craving for.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Heart Broken

"Just thought you were different."

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


Have you ever wondered what would happen when the world around you just stops? In that particular silence, all you think about is very clear. You see, everyone has their own story in their sad happy faces. I knew i shouldn't, but out of love, you just had to fall for him. Its like, im in this spell, and I'm just hooked without realizing whats happening around the world. Im in my own mind right now, thinking about what i missed while i was blind folded by love. I knew that he was the one, but slowly he's turning into someone i didn't know, someone i couldn't even trust. It felt like i had no idea who i was talking to and i can assure you that he aint the same guy i met 20 months ago. All he wants in life is to be surrounded by hot girls. And having many guy friends, they say rather than being surrounded by tons of girls, they just want that one specific girl to be around his own little world. I just though he would be that guy, who would be there when i need him, to cheer me up when I'm feeling low, to always try his best to be there. I care about all the small little things you do. It matters to me. cause to me, all the small little thing counts. but, idk. for now, i need to be on my own.


Monday, March 21, 2011

The Perfect date

well, to me, the perfect date wouldn't be too complicated or expensive. I dont care about how much you spend on me or how hard you try to impress me. i'd prefer a stroll in the park then a picnic for two and y'know, we could just talk while just looking at the sky. just the two of us. i think the bonding is really important in a relationship and sex is definitely not everything. *swt* Sometimes, simplicity is the most sweetest thing any relationship could have. like, for example, when you text her good morning when you wake up, or randomly saying 'i love you' when shes mad. Small things matters and it does make a difference!

The perfect date would mean something special, when you just spend time with the other person, just because you want to get to know the person better. not just because you have to. i hate it when you go out with someone just because you have to, in order to make the other person happy. thats LAME with a capital L!

We girls 'do' expect a lot from what you guys plan, cause it somehow represents how important she is to you. If you're planning a surprise, dont just surprise her with not knowing what to do after you're already at the mall. And if you offered to pick her up, NEVER i repeat NEVER make her wait. girls hate it, alot! As the man in the relationship, you have to 'at least' plan what youre going to do & not ask the girl what she wants to do. cause it'll just lead to something bad, literally. we dont expect you to reserve us movie seats or a nice dinner at a fancy restaurant, though that would be an extra point if you do so.. but hey, we get it, money is an issue in the world economy. so yes, the least you could do is plan ahead on what youre going to do. It just shows that you're in control. (not unless you want the girl to control you)

Anyway, the main thing here, is we love it when you do all the small things that you dont think its important. and trust me, dont ever talk about a girl friend (as in friend) and compliment about how unique she is in front of your girl. It definitely makes her feel insecure about herself. I've experience the feeling and it aint pretty. It made me felt like i wasnt special at all! but hey. im good and i trust him. *breaths in and puffs*

DAMN! why am i talking about this in my blog? gah! feeling in me are mine alone to understand.

till then, xoxo's

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

This is one for the gals

I find this very inspiring. ,watch this. Live a healthy life and stay in school. and no, its not boring. Im against childbirth. Are you?

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Seeing things differently

Everyone has different perspectives on fashion. i'd say fashion somehow relates to how people see you as a person. Fashion represents as a mask of your personality without actually communicating verbally. okay, enough with the 'pish posh'. I was browsing through the Internet, and i found something really interesting. Its apparently a guy site, but whatever it is, i still think its cool. If youre into Architecture, Art, Fashion, Photography, you should really check it out by clicking HERE.

tata for now readers

Laid back,

so, i've been gone long enough. well yeah, my blog popped up in my mind, and i told myself, why not? so here i am, saying hi. HAHA. okay, im being super lame -.-

anyways, im suppose to create my own architectural mask, and what have i found very interesting was this,
Featured: Mask paper construction + photography
Art director / Makoto Yabuki (TANGRAM)
Model / Yuri Ishizaka (eva management)
Photographer / Hanzawa Takeshi
Hair and Make-up / Noboru Tomizawa(CUBE Management Office)
Stylist / Tsuyoshi Takahashi
CG/TANGRAM + Hideki Inoue
Produce / TANGRAM
Interesting no? i think it copies Lady Gaga for some reason. im just sharing (:

Thursday, January 27, 2011


after 2 years of people wanting me to make an account on formspring. someone had to did it for me. so here i am, answering stupido questions. wanna ask stupido questions too? be my guess and click here.


Just tell me you love me anyway

The situations turns around enough to figure out
That someone else has let you down
So many times I don't know why
But I know we can make it as long as you say it

So tell me that you love me
And tell me that I take your breath away
And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure
There's nothing left to say
Tell me that you love me anyway