Wednesday, December 23, 2009



hmm, not sure what to talk about. the fact that im older than you by 5 months or the fact that even when im wearing heels, youre STILL taller than me. i feel so short -.-" hehe. so hazim, finally seventeen huh? feels great to be seventeen kan? haha

now, i know i've been the most diva'ish girlfriend ever but you just have to bare with me (: hehe. i have no idea on how and why would you want to be with such a diva, like seriously. DIVA kot. it must be hard to keep your social life sociable while actually keeping a diva entertained at the same time.

im sorry i cant spend my time with you, especially on your birthday. i would if i could tau? but, yeah. not easy living with such protective parents like mine *sigh* so, im hoping that youre having fun on your birthday. once again, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY HAZIM!

i might not be tiffany & i might not be the first nor the last to wish you. which makes me no different than average. but there's one thing im sure of, ilym & there's nothing you can do about it HAHA

*the most simples birthday wish i could think of. so, hoped you enjoyed it. haha *hugs*

Saturday, December 19, 2009

goodbye buddy

Taken at KFC near SMK Sultan Abdul Samad

see, this was taken 2 years ago, after our last PMR paper. she was like so attached to me. we were practically like sisters. i love youu babe, you do know that ait? she was sweet and sour at times. hehe. oh, and the moments when i skipped school, she'll be all mad and stuff cause i left her alone in class for one whole day. during form 2, i didnt know anyone and she was the only one who didn't mind sitting next to me. basically she was my first ever REAL friend in samad. she knows my background, my life story, who i liked and dislike, how i felt for someone, EVERYTHING! girl, you were always there & i deeply regretted that i didnt visit you when you were at the hospital. well, you know me better than anyone would. i hated the fact that i had to be TOO busy to be able to visit you. really, i do. i could have visited you for 5 minutes at least, and tell you that you'll be fine. but noo. instead, i had to be so all caught up with college. im sorry zakiah, for not being there for you when you really did need me to be there. but i did prayed for your health. the times we shared, the harry potter movie we watched together. yeahh, good times.....

she's safely dimandikan, dikafankan & juga telah disembahyangkan. semoga allah SWT mencucuri rahmat keatas dirinya. Amin *Al-Fatihah.

dear zakiah,

you were everything a friend could ever ask for. you dont talk bad about people, you were honest about everything, and you were my best friend. the past 4 years we've been together, including all those you hitting me moments, the jokes on this indonesian series 'bawang merah, bawang putih' that you kept telling me i was like siska. haha. & at that moment, i really wanted to know everything about the character. and, you gave me the meanie? i know you wanted to be alya, i gave you the character, and we'll start communicating in indon. all those memories, i'll cherish forever! in the good times & bad, you were always there for me. thank you. thank you for all the advices you gave me. thank you for everything! sayangg kat kau, tau?

Nurul Nur Zakiah binti Md Noor
17 November 1992 - 19 December 2009

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Found the Dress

so, the dress, its nothing fancy but it suits my personality. Its turquoise organza & the dress was custom made for me, thanks to my loving aunty. the fact that its custom made, i appreciate that she took the effort to actually design one for me. i love youu aunty :) so, prom is tomorrow & im absolutely not ready for anything! shoes, hair, make up, accessories. so, dont think i'll appear being all dolled up on prom night. im not prepared, and i like doing things last minute. hehe. tomorrow, everything is going to be handled spontaneously. am i awesome or am i what? haha. enough about prom now. so, im taking this oppurtunity to wish

Noorzulaikha Zulkiflee,


yeah, i know your birthday was like a week ago & since i missed your birthday party, i just wanted to officially wish you a very very happy birthday ikha! :) now, to make it up to you, i bought you a birthday present. *yeah, i know im a nice senior. hehe. hope you'll like it ;)

i'll tell daniel to pass it to you next year ait?

Thursday, December 10, 2009


its been a long time since i last blogged about umm, just anything! haha. back to blogging again. SPM's over and a lot of thing happened these past few months. the laughter, the tears, the sugar rush, the adrenaline, EVERYTHING! so, im not gonna talk about the past. so lets just look forward to whats gonna happen in future, ait? :)

plans i HAVE to so totally have to like, plan :

outing session with :
-syasya sayang and diyanna <3
-syuhadah and the BUD4's
-the tarian gang with our choreographers
-with Haizum Zahirah
-ahmad faiz and some other people
-Fai Fai Fai
-Laurine & Lawrence Tarang
-and no one else but YOU :)

MY GOD! schedules seems tight but im gonna try my very very best to make myself available. *lets hope my dad allows me to like hang out. SPM's over yow, why would you wanna still keep me all locked up at home?* hmmm. OH OH OH, and prom is in another week, and im soooo excited! still havent found my perfect prom dress yet. hunting like MAD. so, lets just hope i'll find my perfect prom dress soon. wish me luck people. hehehe.

over & out.